Sunday, June 30, 2019

Young Women's Camp


I got to go with the Young Women to Girls Camp this year! First time as a leader and I was so excited! I got called to be a laurel advisor in January and since then have been the most excited about camp.
We went to Wasatch Recreation Camp in Morgan County and it was gorgeous. Super wooded, secluded and perfect. With flushing toilets.
 We had 22 girls there with us (only 3 were laurels) and 11 of the funnest leaders!
 We did crafts, activities, devotionals and learned camp skills every single day. The first day we got our EM 7th ward girls camp shirts and everyone decorated a walking stick to hang the beads on, that they earned for learning their camp skills.
 That night we had a talent show at the amphitheater, which included the leaders doing a choreographed dance to "You don't know you're beautiful".

The next day we went on a nature walk to a Pioneer Youth Monument to honor the heroic youth among the companies of Mormon pioneers that passed near that spot. 
I loved hearing Sister Russell's testimony of how learning about our ancestors can strengthen our own faith because even though are trials are not the same we can know that because they did hard things that we can do hard things too.
"Let us never forget the cost of our faith."
 Farther up the trail was a gorgeous field of yellow and purple flowers. We handed each young woman a letter from her parents to go read by herself and to be alone with her thoughts, in the mountains, disconnected from the world. Best medicine ever. The perfect way to reconnect spiritually.
 We all named our tents and since the theme of camp was "If ye love me, keep my commandments" we called our tent the Love Bugs. Also because Becca loves bugs. But not really. She was terrified of ticks. So the new camp rule became "No tic toc time around Becca."
Don't worry cause the next morning I took a drink of my water bottle and sucked a spider out of my straw and INTO my mouth! Spit it out and watched it crawl away. EWWWW Took me right back to my mission.
Amy White, Allaree Stubbs, Becca Eason, Me
 The chorus of gas that our tent produced brought us much closer together! All 3 of these ladies live right across the street from me and are the best.
 Before camp we had some preparation activities that included making Journals and Song Books for camp. Some of the songs in them we did not know. So one evening Amy is looking through it and sees a song called "I Wish" and thinks she knows how it goes. Confident as ever she starts full on rapping, "I wish I was a little sugar bun! Sugar bun!" and we all started losing it! Because that song is to the tune of "I wish I were a little bar of soap" Haha 
She got called DJ Blanca the rest of the week and ended up writing a rap for all of the leaders to perform for the girls on our last night there!
 We made a nail art arrow, candles, did yoga, meditated, painted, played minute to win it games, and made coupons to do service for people in the ward. We tried to do singing trees on night, cause it's my FAVORITE! But it did not work at all because it was still light. I was kinda bummed.
We also made these lanterns that we used on our Woman's Faith Walk the last night at camp.
 The priesthood taught us lots of great camp skills like orienteering, knot tying, water purification, preserving the environment, fire making, etc. Even though the girls don't actually have to certify those things anymore.
 The last day we were there Bishop Hale did an activity where the girls each had a turn smashing an egg on his or Brother Becar's head, not knowing if it was hard boiled or raw.
I liked his message afterwards of letting the young women know that he is there to help them and that he would do anything for them, even let them smash eggs on his head.
 That night, before our testimony meeting, the leaders had prepared a Women's Faith Walk for the young women. We each were representing a strong, inspirational woman either from the scriptures or church history and wanted to let them know how great their potential as women is.
 There were 8 stops along the trail and each of us had a different message for the girls based on the story we told through the eyes of that person.
I decided to be one of the wise virgins from the Bible.
The message of being prepared for the Second Coming of Jesus Christ really stood out to me and the fact that we each need to prepare by gaining our own testimony. As much as we want to help those that we love, we cannot provide a testimony of Jesus Christ to anyone else except ourselves.
 Just like maintaining an oil lamp, maintaining our testimony will take great effort. Drop by drop. But if we do, His Spirit will light our way in the darkness.
"Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh." 
Matthew 25:13
"Awake and arise and go forth to meet the Bridegroom; behold and lo, the Bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. Prepare yourselves for the great day of the Lord."
 I wish I could have heard the other women along the trail, but I was the second to last stop so I only got to hear Jen Candland, who was representing herself. She gave an incredible message of faith to the young women. She has been through some HARD things and still her testimony is powerful. She lost her mom to cancer when she was 19, was later diagnosed with cancer herself, fought it twice, then her husband was treated for cancer and then their IVF treatments failed and they have never been able to have children.
Ultimately I think those things are meant to humble us and bring us closer to our Savior. Through those things we better understand His sacrifice, His love and how much we NEED Him. How much He really is there.
Of course I LOVED testimony meeting that night. I bore testimony of Journals and how important it is to write down our spiritual experiences. Because someday the lies that maybe God doesn't exist, or doubting His love for you, or thinking that you have never even felt His Spirit before, will come into your head and when they do there needs to be proof that those things are not true.
I am so grateful for the spiritual rejuvenation I received at young women's camp and all the feel good moments I had that give me the hope that I need.
Love, Peace and Hope.
 
The last morning we revealed our secret sisters and told something we learned about them.
I had Amy and Jen had me! Making friends and building relationships is so great and the only way to do it through sharing experiences together.

Today I spoke in Sacrament meeting about how we were able to feel closer to the Savior and feel His love at camp. Mostly I talked about how sometimes we need to just force ourselves to be still and slow down by spending time in places where our cell phone service and our wifi can't reach us. Practicing disconnecting, unplugging and leaving distractions is an essential skill for tuning into the Spirit. Especially in a world where our technology has become an unhealthy addiction.
Probably another reason I love going to the temple so much. No phones allowed.
I think too many people get to caught up in being able to instantly know what they want to know in the world that they don't know how to spiritually put the effort in to facilitate their own spiritual experiences, recognize answers to their prayers or receive personal revelation. They just chalk it up to God abandoning them. How can He speak to me in His still, small voice if I never turn all the noise off long enough to hear Him? God hasn't abandoned me at all. 
When I reach for my phone before I pray or turn on Neltflix before I read my scriptures I am abandoning Him.
But when I put in the work to seek Him out, I always find Him.

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Dino-Four

 The best part of having Photoshop is that I make my own birthday invitations and it only costs me $3.64. Kasen insisted on having a volcano on his invitation too. He loves volcanoes more than he loves dinosaurs for sure!
 STOMP. CHOMP. ROAR!
 
 Mid dinosaur photo sesh Kasen busted out his Spiderman moves. Spiderman is his favorite right now and I probably should have done a Spiderman birthday party. Daily he tells me that he wants to be Spiderman. He wants a spider to bite him so that his skin will be like Spiderman. He runs around shooting his webs all the time! Pew pew pew!
 And requested that we take some pictures by the tree too.
 His imagination is so great! The other day he decided to make me some soup out in the backyard and brought me some to eat! So I'm eating imaginary soup out of my hands and told him how delicious it was and then was done, but he was still standing there looking at me, waiting, then said, "Mom, can I have my spoon back?" Haha I love it!
 And he is all BOY. He drew some pictures, stapled them into a book then told Kyle to read it to him. Kyle made up stories about bats and pink bunnies and worms going down the slide then said bear poop and Kasen lost it, laughing hysterically every time Kyle would say the word poop!
His favorite color is orange.
His favorite animal is a cheetah.
He likes showing people how fast he can run in his tennis shoes.
His favorite thing to eat for breakfast is Marshmallow Mateys.

This year we got to celebrate Kasen's birthday right on his birthday. Even though it was a Monday. But I was at Bear Lake the weekend before and YW Camp the day after so Monday it was!
Which worked out great cause Kyle has that day off anyway and pretty much everyone was still able to come.
 
 Look at this stinkin cute cake that Sydney made for the party!! I've been to their parties and she always makes the yummiest cakes! I've always just used the cake mixes, but she makes them from scratch. So I asked her to make us a green (on the inside) dinosaur cake!
 I made snickerdoodles for the first time and Ashley let me borrow a dinosaur toy to make the prints with.
 We also had dinosaur chicken nuggets, dinosaur eggs, stegosaurus spikes and green Jurassic juice.
 Our party pack had dinosaur tattoos in it so I put a few on Kasen before his party started. He wanted all of them, but I made him stop at about 5.
 After dinner we had a dinosaur dig!
I found some fun dino dig kits on Amazon that the kids could dig little dinosaurs out of with little tools. All the dinosaurs were different so once they knew which one they had it came with a card to teach them about that dinosaur.
 And these cool kids all wore their dinosaur shirts to the party! I love it!
 Kasen was so excited for his cake! We got so many fun messages from friends singing happy birthday to him earlier in the day, but he kept telling them that they couldn't sing yet. He said he was going to make a wish and that he wouldn't be four until he blew the candles out on his cake.
During his prayer for breakfast he prayed that he's thankful to bless his cake.
So excited!
 Look at that smile!
I just love everything about these pictures. I love birthdays, I love friends, I love celebrating, I love the people that love my children and I love seeing my kids smiling. 
It's just one of those perfect moments that makes all the getting ready worth it. One of those moments you play out in your head and is just the best gift as a mom to see happen.
Thank you everyone for being there for Kasen. We love you all.
 Kasen got so many fun dinosaur toys that I will never have to borrow anyone else's dinosaur toys again! He got dinosaur car tracks, dinosaur legos, dinosaur books, walking dinosaurs, dinosaur sets, etc.
Grandma and Grandpa Liddiard got him a Spiderman blanket and suit with a mask, Grammy Tammy gave him a big construction play set and Grandma and Grandpa Forsyth got him some Toy Story toys that he will love though too! And Naomi was so sweet and sent him a card with money to go see Toy Story 4!
 After everyone went home Kasen made a fort with his Spiderman blanket, took all his toys into and he and Tai looked at all of them together.
 Thank you everyone that helped and came and was there for Kasen!
Lynds was freakin awesome cause she jumped in to help make sure I got the shot of Kasen blowing out his candles that I wanted, helped with presents and jumped in to get nuggets out of the oven for me! And got a picture of her and Kasen together. Make pictures happen and I will love you forever!
Can't believe I didn't get a single one of me and him on his birthday this year! :(
 Next year I need to remember to get a video of singing happy birthday and blowing out candles. I don't have any of those. I also want to stop and take a picture of Kasen with the person who brought the gift when he opens his presents. I tried so hard to memorize who brought what while he was opening them, but there are a still a couple I can't remember. I like being able to know and thank everyone though!
The after after party included tying all of his balloons to his 4-wheeler and riding around on his birthday balloon car.
He's my favorite. I love you Kasen!